♥ Forever & Always ♥

Hehhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Im back. Okie so nth much to say but had lots of fun this few days cos there's no sch n all.

On friday 26th was my 5th monthsary with  my boyfriend n yes we hav patched back even if my fb status doesn't say so. So yea. We went to Imm n on the way there was one hell of a laugh. We were arguing about the birds in Jurong Bird Park. We went to Imm had lunch den walked around for awhile. It was great to be together again.

#loving u Forever & Always baby. ♥

On the way back it was another hell of a laugh. This time we were laughing about butt. Pigu to be exact. Everytime i mentioned the word, 'Pigu' he would laugh non-stop n i too couldnt help but laugh. We were like some looney couple laughing like mad. :D

It was a great, awesome, full of laughter n happiness day. ♥

Haha okie so on sat Me n Geraldine n Sarah went to Cheryl's house to do our pw's lit part thingy. It was awesomeeee! We took like tons of photos in our 1960s looks n Sarah was like "ohmygod huishan really look like those 1960s girls sia!" n i laughed. Bcos i looked like a nerd n it was funny. So we all tide our hair n acted. It was fun as i said. If u wanna check the pics out u can go to my fb page. There's some there. Here's a few for u :

                                                                      Me n Geraldine. ♥

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This is all of us together. ♥

Okie so after our video was finally done, Sarah went to take bus to library n Cheryl stayed home so Me n Geraldine headed to Bugis as planned.

Reached there n once we had our lunch we started our shopping fiasco! Bought this high waist shorts at only 15$. 

Bought this shirt too. 11$

Geraldine oso has tht tank top except tht its owl print. We both bought another similar shirt too hers was dark navy blue n mine is white. She bought 2 shirts for her bro n fren too. In total i spent about 50$ the whole trip. Geraldine spent 60$.

Yep so all in all sat was a pretty eventful day. :D

So on sunday went to ION with my parents cos i was gonna change my stupid Preston. FINALLY. n yes it was another eventful day bcos i did change my phone n i got to buy storybooks tht i wanted! Okok i was more happy about the first thing den the second thing. HAHA. Okie so i changed my Preston to .... LG Optimus Black.

Yep its this. I noe it says "Optimus Black" but they had white so of course i bought white. :)

Heehee awesome much? :D

Okok enough about my phone. Now lets talked about ydt. Haha yea so ydt went out with my boyfriend again. It was awesome. Everyday spent with him is awesome no matter where we go. :>

Haha ok so ydt we went to Lot 1 to watch Zookeeper as we wanted to catch a movie. N it was a GREAT movie! I dunno y the paper reviews only gave it 1 star. Everybody in the cinema was laughing all together. Me n my boyfriend laughed so much too.

It was so fun! Love die him so much. ♥

So after the movie we headed to Westmall bcos i wanted to take neo-prints with him. He was pretty reluctant though. HAHA. Ohh well. So yea we took some n here's some of them :

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There's actually one more but i dun think i'll show it here. Only Geraldine can see. HAHAHA. :P

Okie i shall end here enjoy the picssss~

I ♥ My Boyfriend & Geraldine. ^.^

Love you guys gtg. Leave a tag~ ♥

Yea.. Its over. We've gone our seperate ways but we're still friends. Bestfriends actually. I noe you guys all wanna noe wad happen. I told some people ydt n their face was like all in disbelief. When i told Lynn n Winson yesterday, she hugged me. Thanks Lynn. :)

& Thank u Geraldine! You were always there for me. Thanks so much. :)

The rest was like "ohmygod wad happen??! why break?!" n i was like "erh.. erh.. things wasnt really going well.." n i had to quickly make up an excuse to go off before i started to cry infront of them..

Yea it was hard for me.. 

Everywhere i went, things reminded me of him n it always brought tears to my eyes. I was laughing so much yesterday because if i didnt i would have spent the whole day crying. I always thought tht we would last.. But at least his still a part of my life.. As a friend. Sad..

You guys might think "woah she must be crazy to still wanna be friends with ur ex. Dont it hurt?"

Ans : Yes i am crazy. n i still wanna be friends with him bcos.. doesnt mean we are not together anymore we have to ignore each other pretend that we're both not there. Being friends works too right..? I still love him alot n if we can only be friends now, well its better den nothing. n just because... I still love him.

N yes. It hurts. Alot. Because i will always be reminded of how we use to be n how much we're missing out on each other. I wun say i regretted meeting him because once, he was everything i needed... n he still is. I miss him..

IF you're reading this, i just wanted you to noe im sorry, i miss you n i love you.. still.

& heh guys, dun go blaming him for my sadness alright? Its not his fault. It mine for messing things up..

well...this time im posting to apologize to someone.. I..broke his trust n im very sorry. I noe what i did wasn't right and i noe i dun deserve ur forgiveness but i miss having you with me. I'm so sorry.. Please forgive me.. I wanna earn ur trust back but i dunno how. Would you please tell me what i can do to win your trust back please? I'll do anything. N i swear i'll never cut myself again ok? Please? I noe breaking tht promise of not cutting myself really just made you lost ur trust in me but i really didnt mean to.. I really thought you were gonna leave me so i just did it. I was pretty depress than n didnt think about anything else n just.. do it. Please baby.. ? Let me make amends to you please? I really don't like you not being happy with me.. I wish you would forgive me soon.. I wish i never did tht.. I wish you would be with me again.. I wish..

I wish i could turn back the time.. :(

I'm really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really very sorry.  ;<

Please forgive me Wei Jie.

I noe i did wrong and I'm sorry. Please come back?

I miss you... =(

Im really tired..

Tired of crying myself to sleep everynight.

Tired of never being happy.

Tired of trying so hard, and have it be one sided.

Tired of hiding my feelings.

Tired of not having you with me

Tired of not being together
Tired of problems
Tired of being Tired

n most of all,

Tired of trying..

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