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Saturday, August 20, 2011

Yea.. Its over. We've gone our seperate ways but we're still friends. Bestfriends actually. I noe you guys all wanna noe wad happen. I told some people ydt n their face was like all in disbelief. When i told Lynn n Winson yesterday, she hugged me. Thanks Lynn. :)
& Thank u Geraldine! You were always there for me. Thanks so much. :)
The rest was like "ohmygod wad happen??! why break?!" n i was like "erh.. erh.. things wasnt really going well.." n i had to quickly make up an excuse to go off before i started to cry infront of them..
Yea it was hard for me.. 
Everywhere i went, things reminded me of him n it always brought tears to my eyes. I was laughing so much yesterday because if i didnt i would have spent the whole day crying. I always thought tht we would last.. But at least his still a part of my life.. As a friend. Sad..
You guys might think "woah she must be crazy to still wanna be friends with ur ex. Dont it hurt?"
Ans : Yes i am crazy. n i still wanna be friends with him bcos.. doesnt mean we are not together anymore we have to ignore each other pretend that we're both not there. Being friends works too right..? I still love him alot n if we can only be friends now, well its better den nothing. n just because... I still love him.
N yes. It hurts. Alot. Because i will always be reminded of how we use to be n how much we're missing out on each other. I wun say i regretted meeting him because once, he was everything i needed... n he still is. I miss him..
IF you're reading this, i just wanted you to noe im sorry, i miss you n i love you.. still.

& heh guys, dun go blaming him for my sadness alright? Its not his fault. It mine for messing things up..

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